Last week our friend Amethyst reached out and offered to do a reading for us to check in with Phoenix. I was thrilled with this, as I have always found inspiration and strength in viewing Amethyst’s life journey. She is an incredible human being with a soul absolutely in touch with those around her.
To give some background:
Amethyst and Justin grew up together and stayed in touch over the years through adulthood. Shortly after experiencing my second miscarriage, Amethyst went through her own. We talked to each other throughout our tragedy at the time, and were both overjoyed when we were both able to tell the other we were expecting again. Me with Sloan, she with her daughter Eponine. We were due only a few weeks apart, she before me. It turned out that Sloan arrived earth side first, and Eponine only days later.
Both of our December babies held an awe inspiring amount of spirit, joy, and purpose felt by everyone from day one. Their similar personalities and journeys to existence in general meant I felt a connection to Eponine not only through Amethyst, but through Sloan. When we lost Sloan I had an extremely difficult time seeing Eponine grow and flourish. All I saw in her was the absence of Sloan. Eventually I was able to recognize my misplaced grief there. Suddenly watching Eponine through Amethyst’s sharing was healing for me. I could see and feel her connection to my own sweet boy. Their connection was simply occurring on another plain now.
So, when Amethyst shared with me that Sloan had kept coming to her, for us, I was not at all surprised. I knew she was the right vessel for the messages we needed to hear and heal.
From our reading (as written by Amethyst) I :
“When I see you, I see Sloan, he is wrapped around your uterus, like a front piggyback. He is Pheonix, but he is not. He has intentionally shared a body, twin soul. To be here and there, in the beyond, he is healing, he is light, he is warmth, he…is.
Pheonix is fire, she is sassy, red, powerful. She is telling me you two already talk.
I am seeing this intense merging when Sloan crossed over. Their souls entangled, she was waiting in the spirit realm, like she saw and knew, she was ready for this. And she (they) held you as you fell apart. Holding you now still. Bigger picture Sloan, is literally holding you together while both of them grow in you. It’s…really intense, my whole body is getting hot and I’m just sobbing.
She told you her name, she is glad you listened. She loves red, her story is red, her healing is red. She is a chapter like none before and will truly lift you from the ashes. Since Sloan is in her and with the experiences he has gained in his travels, she will be very in tune with spirit. She is showing me newborn phase, with excitement. She is showing me images of her into teen years and adulthood, symbolism of a long intended life. She is full of magic.
Additionally, I see your miscarriages as both of them testing 3d reality, you carried Pheonix and you carried Sloan. Now you carry them together.
You will see him in her her whole life, they are one. What a beautiful agreement they have.”
I struggled with how to close this post, and ultimately I decided not to close it at all. Our reading was for us, for Amethyst, for Sloan, and for Phoenix. You are able to take from it what you wish, just as we have done. I simply wanted to share it’s beauty with all of you.
If interested, you can check out Amethyst’s services here and read through her own blog about life, parenting, and growth.