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Progress

32oz of water in 45 minutes=pelvic ultrasound time! Ultrasound was this morning, amazingly results were done right away. I just spoke with my Dr and my right ovary has a 12.56ml volume while my left has only 6.23ml volume, meaning … Continue Reading Progress

Test Results

Testing showed that my levels 7 days past ovulation should have been between 10-20, mine were 5.6. Numbers <6 are anovulatory. I’ll hear from my dr Monday/Tuesday to determine our next step in this process, hopefully clomid will be started … Continue Reading Test Results

The Battle

Next week it will have been two years since we lost our second baby and last week marked 4 months since we lost our 3rd baby. It feels like ages ago, and like yesterday. While dealing with loss, the grief … Continue Reading The Battle

Surfacing Grief

For some reason, the loss of our pregnancy has really hit me tonight. Maybe it’s seeing Rowan experience firsts I will never get to witness that baby attempt, or seeing so many others post about their budding pregnancies or the … Continue Reading Surfacing Grief

Try, Try Again

This week has been extremely stressful. I’m heartbroken to say we are experiencing the loss of who would have been our rainbow baby. We lost a pregnancy last year so we knew that loss was a possibility. We didn’t want … Continue Reading Try, Try Again

2 Years Old

Two years ago, early on an August morning after 13 hours…they placed you in my arms. 6lbs, 8oz, 3 weeks early. You had your daddy’s red hair and my nose. You were everything I was told my body could never … Continue Reading 2 Years Old

Reflecting

On a day that two friends welcomed new blessings into this world, I also read about one who recently had to say goodbye and let her blessing leave this earth. I am a mother. That sweet beautiful boy is my … Continue Reading Reflecting